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hounds of loathe
02:17
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I wonder if he knows why I don’t come by
I wonder if he knows why it’s been such a long time
Since we ran out in the yard and felt the rumble of a train car
I hate to think about what you might be thinking
I hate to think about how it’s been such a long time
I’m scared that you think I don’t love you and that I didn’t care to say goodbye
I hope you, know that I,
Felt like, you were my, friend
i hope you know I loved being your family
i hope you know that I’m still your friend
watching the sky light up in embers,
a memory easy to remember
I hope you, know that I,
Felt like, you were my, friend
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sick jr.
01:41
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Everyone was drinking! Everyone was making out!
It’s a hell of thing to feel wanted!!
But I was just another face with a mouth!!
I’m sorry you must have me confused with somebody else!
Take me back to pneumonia
Take me back to the flu
At least back then I might have mattered to a few of you
But I’m doing fine, pay me no mind, i’m doing fine, what an awesome
Time
Onward and upward, jealous and awkward, what a rad time
I’m sorry you must have me confused for someone with a fucking clue!
I’m jealous of all the attention I’m missing, who knew that you even had interest in kissing?
Everything’s cool and i’m so super stoked, it’s times like these that I’ll be missing the most!
"You think the world was ending, you think the world was ending,
You think the world was ending right now"
I’m sorry but you are mistaken
I’m the one who’s sickly and shaken
Sorry you must be confused I
Am the prick with nothing to lose
Apologies to all my friends but I was just a measly means to an end, and, I, am, so, god, damn, TIRED........
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3. |
cool yr jets, man!
03:04
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[Intro Sample]
Fireman: "How do you live with yourself?"
George: "It's not easy..."
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It’s funny how you forget just how bad it feels
A steel beam crashing into the spokes of a wheel
A million tiny worms digging their teeth into your bones
Chewing you into a disgusting, fucking paste
Feeling so nauseous and hated and hopeless it’s never where I thought I would be
I don’t know who likes me or who fucking hates me and If I even want this degree
I used to trust people now I don’t trust people and my bed's feeling more like a coffin every day,
I guess everything meant nothing
Just more people to start forgetting
The happy memories are just waiting
To remind you to never sigh in relief
It’s funny how you forget just how bad it feels
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central line
01:32
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Oh, my central line
Oh, I think about you all the time
As long as you weren’t infected you were a wonderful friend of mine
Oh, you spit out blood almost every day, why did you have to go away
We know that my veins will never be the same
And now it’s clear my heart
Is as empty as my arm
You protected me from pain but you almost did a ton of harm
Sepsis is no fun but I never wanted to be done, with the time with my central line
Whether you pumped poison or whether you did not,
you broke me free from the pole so that I could finally walk
That poison ain’t so bad, don’t be scared to give it a try
When your only other option is to sit and wait to die
And I, can’t believe it
It’s time to break free of it
Oh my central line,
I had such a beautiful time
Even though you made me feel so sick the pleasure was all mine
Maybe one day we’ll talk again and pretend everything is fine,
Stop the infection and remember that we're alive
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5. |
knuckle supper
02:17
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Intro Sample: (Peep Show)
Jez: Maybe I could send her a bit of ear...or a finger...just to show her I'm really serious?
I was more than ready to start
picking every little detail apart
Isn’t it fun! I’ve learned that the planet is a total fucking sucker for the sun.
So, warm me up! Kiss my head! Remind me why it’s a good thing I’m not dead.
An open book, a pile of shit, a missing piece that is never gonna fit.
I hate my own company
Time together is all that matters to me
I wish I knew how to be alone
No choice but to pack up and leave home.
I wish I could be happy on my own
Missing the days when my head was empty
Sleeping alone without the sleeping
Quick reminders to not stop breathing
Isn’t it fun! To imagine being right about something in your eyes for once!
Now, kick my ass, kiss my neck
I can’t imagine why I can’t get any rest
All these songs, sound the same, I was never good at coping with change
I hate my own company
Time together is all that matters to me
I wish I knew how to be alone
No choice but to pack up and leave ho- OME...
I wish I could be happy on my OWN
My heart is racing my brain is just so slo-OW
Forget the others you’re the ONLY one I want to KNO-OW
"day by day" is just code for "useless"
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I wish I understood just how you felt
Affix my foot to the inside of my mouth
I don’t feel all that bright
No energy left to fight
The lost and found is empty and it’s time to climb inside
It’s been a while since I have felt like this
confused and desperate bucket full of piss
you said you needed help,
followed by “go to hell”
Left to wonder if I’m a vital asset or just a vital asshole
Oh I wonder, who else’s skin I’m under
It scares me how much I’ve become reliant on what other people say
Who cares what I think about this shit
Just tell me that I’ll be okay
Finally knowing what I need is not enough for me
Put it in front of me
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[Intro Sample]
Martin Prince: Oh...the gentle caress of a Summer breeze...
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You’re better off just keeping it hidden, never let it out
No matter how many songs you have written, why even make a sound?
Every time, that I’m tempted to reply
This oblique strategy, comes back to me
Don’t break the silence just keep
every single feeling underwater
A loss for words is a beautiful blessing when you’re ready to get slaughtered
No one can hurt you, when you just keep quiet and try not to make a fuss
I really miss you but I can’t ignore the vanishment of trust
I guess I’m selfish for catching my breath, cos god the air is thin
I wonder where did the happiness end and where, exactly did I begin?
mourning everything, way before it left
desperate for these spider eggs to burst out of my chest
Don’t break the silence, just stay here alone and lay down on your bed
Laying motionless while spiders start to crawl inside your head
Your brain is bleeding badly and you sadly start to vomit sand
millions are feeding on your feebly body which honestly tastes pretty bland
I still hear your voice
When I sleep at night
I don’t have a choice
102 months is a long time
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8. |
canary
02:44
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Sometimes a home is a hospital
At least that how it sort of felt
Trying to survive by worrying about everybody else
I hate how much you mean to me and how that will never change
Our lives were never normal for a couple of kids that age
The little lantern bulb was bound to explode
The filament is fucked, and my ears are getting cold
I never thought i wouldn’t know what to say
I hope you find a way out one day
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